Holy Mother of Cheddar, I am TIRED. BEAT.  And I’m at school, because tonight is parent night and if I went home it might be impossible for me to find my way back.

The weather isn’t helping.  I’m pretty much over the miscarriage and it’s associated emotions, but the weather is pissing me off. Or maybe I’m transferring my angst.  Some weather facts from last night:

• 17 of the 23 days of May, it has rained.
• It has rained for every weekend the last 6 weeks
• The last full day of sun was April 15
• The average rainfall for March is 7.5 inches. 
• We got 13.29
• The average rainfall for April is 12.53 inches
• We got 17.64.
• For the year so far, we are 5 inches over our normal rainfall
• The last day I saw sun was May 12, and I know this because it was the day I was at the Olive Garden.  And it rained that night.
• The forecast is for rain…. for the next six fucking days.  I am so. not. kidding.

• Oh, and I haven’t even mentioned the highs being 10-15 degrees LOWER than normal.

So, to recap: cold and rainy and also cold.  And it is driving me nuts.

I’m ready for school to be done. This is my last evening event, except for graduation, and there are only, what, 23 calendar days until it’s over.  Subtract 6 for field trips/holiday/personal day and we’are at 17.  Take away the weekends and you’re at 11. And I haven’t even counted assemblies yet. I am so. fucking. ready.  The rain is not helping with my angst. Argh.

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