Okay, IB is STILL DOWN. This is seriously bothering me, because I am at the end of my 2WW, and IB is my archive of past information, and what I WOULD be doing right now is going through the march/april TWIKM threads, and cross-referencing what was going on THEN with how I’m feeling NOW. AND I CAN’T BECAUSE KVETCH IS BROKEN. DEVASTATING. Not like, hurricane devastating, but still. A pain in the ass.

I have lots of reasons to think that this is the month: general ick, hot flashes, constipation (and I’ve been right as rain for the last month or so, I swear to God, Synthroid is a miracle for me) a specific point of pain near/on my right ovary, that is hauntingly reminiscent of what my left ovarian area felt like last time, headaches, smell issues, food aversion and fatigue.  I hate even LISTING those reasons, though, because I’m sure I’ve just cursed myself, but WHATEVER.  If I haven’t started by Friday afternoon, I’ll make the pilgrimage to our neighborhood Brooks pharmacy and buy some HPTs, and take one on Saturday morning.   

I’ve been pretty okay, so far, with the waiting, but I can’t help but wonder. Who can’t in my position?  If it were this month, I’d be due on the same DAY as my hooding, a ceremony I really want to partake in, and one that I probably could have my parents at, too. (I’ve never attended a graduation ceremony since high school, because they are always on the biggest commencement day of the year, and I — and the rest of my family — have to work that day. Hooding, though, is the Friday night before Saturday commencement, and, gasp! My family could probably attend.)

But, whatever. Maybe I am. Maybe I’m not.  I’ll know in a few days, for sure, but DAMN I wish IB was back up.