After talking to Amy, "I read the first line and just decided to call," and my husband "have you been crying?" I have a plan.
First. I am going to Shaw’s and buying salad stuff. I can make a salad. I can do that.
Second. It is still early, but if this isn’t the month, then next week I will go to my doc and see about Wellbutrin.
I’m not a fan of meds, in any form, I rarely take ibuprofen (maybe 6x a year, total) so I don’t like the idea, but I also don’t like the way this is breaking me apart. I used it to quit smoking, I can use it again.
It will all be okay.
Yes, it will be okay!
And as a backup plan – if you & your doctor decide meds are not TTC-friendly – you can still think about talking to someone. It might help just to know there’s someone there to catch you if you fall off the deep end once in a while.
I am very, very glad you’re taking care of yourself. Hang in there, and email if you want to talk.