So, part of the Not Pregnant thing is that I slept A LOT in the last few weeks. And even now, decidedly UnPregnant Me is still sleeping a lot. Which makes me think I may be a wee bit depressed about the current situation. Not just the unpregnant part, but the school part. I am just. not. feeling. the. love. At all. And kids come on Wednesday.
I heard from a colleague that did not attend TechWeek that she had people tell her that I was really good. That “My passion was obvious.” So I AM right, tech is where it’s at for me, but I have this whole goddamn year to get through. And it seems sooooo daunting.
It’s hot, my battery is hot, I’m hot, and mainlining caffeine is not helping. I still just want to sleep.
Instead, I ordered cheap ovulation and pregnancy tests on the internet, went with Dave and bought a veggie sandwich and ice cream, and am about to logoff and watch Big Fish. Hrm.