Well, the GOF schedule went as planned, basically, Friday, Sunday, Monday, and maybe tomorrow.  I am pretty sure I ovulated yesterday, though, which would make my 2WW end on 4/4, and the EDD 12/12.  Is there any good omen in such double numbers? Although, a 12/12 birthday would be shared with none other than Bob Barker, which, since watching TPIR is our favorite guilty pleasure on federal holidays. could be easily construed as a sign. Heh.

I feel pretty good about our odds this month. But, then again, I have felt pretty good about our odds every other month.  This one, though, is improved by last cycle’s ovulation revelation (I do!) and this month’s fertility signs and such, and I feel like this month and last were MUCH more accurate and that we tried as hard as possible, so the confidence lifts. That probably makes no sense, but, fuck it, I feel good about this month.

I was leaving class tonight, bloated with gas (and I’m uhhh, stopped up) and having to pee, and tired from my day, and while I didn’t go "ooh! SYMPTOMS?" I did think "Hmmm, is this what it’s like? This kinda sucks." 

And so. I wait. Sigh.